Wow, it's been a while since I wrote a journal. Real life has been insane. My apologies. Now, back to our regularly scheduled ramblings.
Hoping those of you who celebrate are having a blessed advent, and if Christianity isn't your flavor, Happy very late Hanukkah, Happy Winter Solstice, Happy Kwanzaa, and a Felicitous New Year. If there are any holidays I am forgetting or don't know that take place within the next month, please tell me all about it in the comments.
I've spent hours trying to figure out what to say in this journal to explain my state of mind, but since I'd rather not disturb, confuse, and/or depress you, I'll just say what I